UPdate: Sorry about that somewhat depressing statement i had. i basically just overreacted to something i shouldnt have. so, yeah. im better now that i talked with someone about it. thank for all for ur comfort. i really am glad to have been here for 2 years and years to come. if im gonna get noticed around here more, ill just have to work harder at it.






Original Journal: Well, as of today, its been 2 years since i joined this site. Over the past year ive been here ive experienced many things. ive laughed, ive cried, made people happy, and made people afraid. im so grateful that i have so many watchers and friends that i can talk to. or..at least, i wanna say that. i really do..but, im not sure i can say it with meaning. i feel like quite a few friends ive had in the past are not on anymore, or just dont talk to me like they used to, for whatever the reason. it could be positive or negative. but..i feel its happening. im sure out of all the journals i have written only 10 out of the 100 watchers i have bother to read them. and, i dont blame you, since many of you are probably either sick of getting journal after journal sent to you and u delete it on the spot, or u just check off journal on the friend thingy so u wont receive any journals. Either way, i feel so unnoticed. maybe its cause i suck at drawing, or dont comment as much as i should, or everyone is just plain busier than me...whatever then reason...


I know u all care, but i really dont feel like anyone is here most the time. i could be online for an entire day and no one comes to talk to me. as i said before, i could write a journal that not even half you bother to read...*sigh* i dont know if im cursed or...just plain unlucky..but almost every single time i get close to someone...their gone...or just dont get on the computer as much they used to..... SOMETHING......happens...no matter what i do...and theres nothing i can do about it...i cant worry...or they'll lose patience with me...i cant ask why...cause it maybe too personal or they just dont wanna tell me...and most of all...i cant keep getting false hope that the things i really want will come true....cause...they dont...

i know almost none of you will get this journal and thats ok with me....im getting pretty used to being neglected............



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I wanna know what u guys think about my Mario Story. [link] If people like it, ill continue. but if people dont care, i understand i was just wondering if anyone was actually reading.

On the side note, i cant believe its December already! next month is a new year ^^ and my 2-year anniversary on DA is coming up soon. ill have to come up with another speech soon for that ^^

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Well, ive been feeling really bored lately. so i have decided im going to try out question talking so as of now, for all of guys' entertainment and amusement, im gonna be a question talker So do not be alarmed when i start talking like this, i was not hacked ^^

Will Darren say "Darren out" now? He most certainly will.

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First of all, HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!! I hope you all have plenty of things to be thankful for i know i do


On a side note, my sister just showed me how to use Google Wave. its fine if u havent heard of it. its like a more advanced version of a chatroom or IM. its really fun. so, if u want me to invite you, just say the word i can invite up to 8 people so comment fast ^w^

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Yesterday i went to this politically related rally with my sister. and just today i looked at an article about it and in one the pictures i saw, and i was in it! XD [link] Scroll down to see if u can find me


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